I havent posted in awhile. But I just made a list of things I'd never have the guts to say to anyone's face.
01. I'm afraid to be alone.
02. I'll never stop loving him.
03. There are certain people I can't be myself around.
04. I'm scared to death of being judged.
05. I know most of you secretly hate me. Please just tell me.
06. One person changed my life forever, but he also crushed me.
07. I'm constantly feeling empty.
08. Most people get on my nerves.
09. I'm desperate to be loved.
10. All my life people have told me I'm not special, and I know it's true.
11. You can do better than me.
12. I hooked up with 10 people while I was drunk.
13. I say I'm Christian, but I don't know if I believe in God anymore.
14. I hate myself.
15. I need to move on.
16. People come to me with their problems, but I have no one to go to with mine.
17. I act like I give a fuck about you, but really I only care about myself.
18. I broke up with a boyfriend because he told me he loved me, and then dated another guy who treated me like shit.
19. I wish people could understand who I am.
20 I don't like the person I've become.
21. I'll change myself just to be good enough for you.
22. I envy the will power of anorexics.
23. I'm disgusting.
24. Everyone should have just given up on me already.
25. Sometimes I pretend I'm lying with you at night.
26. I'm scared to death of being fake.
27. I don’t want to grow up.
28. I lie about my age.
29. I still do simple math on my hands.
30. One time, I almost OD'd on weight loss pills.
31. I wish I were still innocent.
32. I don't know when things got to be so complicated.
33. I wish this were just a dream.
34. I hate my body.
35. You ended it before we even really got started.
36. I fell for him, but he never fell for me.
37. I'm a sucker for smooth talkers.
38. I hardly fall in love, but when I do, I fall hard.
39. Honestly, I could easily replace you.
40. I have trust issues.
41. I’m fighting for control, that I’ll break on a whim, because I’m only human.
42. I use people to make myself feel better.
43. I’ll never find my true happiness.
44. Family is notorious shit.
45. To me, everyone is expendable.
46. I don’t think your love is true.
47. We use each other to make ourselves feel good.
48. I’ve become exactly what I’ve never wanted to be.
49. Sometimes I don’t know who I really anymore.
50. Please, lets just stop pretending to care.
51. We have emotions attached to each other; we’re just a one-night stand that keeps coming back.
52. Give me a chance to prove myself to you.
53. I lie to keep myself out of trouble.
54. I cheated my way through my entire eighth grade year.
55. I told you I liked you, but you said you didn’t want to date anyone. I waited, and then you dated someone else and not me. That hurt. I want to know why you did that to me.
56. I’m terrified of not being real.
57. Naked men gross me out.
58. You don’t need someone like me around.
59. I told you I liked you just to make you feel good, I was never that into you. But now that you’re gone, it kills me to see that you’ve moved on. I still really love you. 60. I need you so much.
61. You’re one of the most beautiful things I’ve ever laid my eyes on, but we can never be together because you don’t want me.
62. People say I’m sweet, the truth is they don’t know the real me.
63. I lead people on because I want love so bad, but I am too self-conscious to commit.
64. I still don’t feel any different after hooking up with you.
65. I’m known as the outgoing carefree one, but I don’t act this way because I’m happy. I do it to make others happy.
66. I try so hard to please you.
67. I love you so much, but don’t know how to tell you. When you told me you loved me, it scared me and I didn’t understand it. Now that I do, I wish I had known it sooner so I could say it back.
68. I wasn’t cheating on you, but since you accused me… I did.
69. People think I’m open, but the truth is, I hide things
70. I masturbate to feel good. I hook up with people to feel wanted. The only reason I whore myself out is to feel some sense of affection and I hate myself for that.
71. I cried when you said you didn’t want me.
72. I used to have phonesex with a boy I only met once every night before I went to bed for almost a month straight.
73. We were talking about oral sex really loudly at the park, just because we didn’t care what people thought.
74. I only stayed with you as long as I did because I was afraid no one else would want me.
75. I know I should move on, but I’m afraid to fall in love with anyone else.
76. You’re fake.
77. I considered fucking you to make you want me back, but I realized that’s too tacky and you wouldn’t want me anyway.
78. I heard you weren’t really interested in me to begin with, but I can’t bring myself to believe it.
79. The fact that you ended it hasn’t really sunk it yet.
80. You made me feel like I could do anything I’ve ever dreamed.
81. I put myself in bad situations, only because I hope you’d come to my rescue.
82. I want to hurt you as badly as you hurt me, but I know I’d want to fix you if you were broken.
83. I’m damaged goods.
84. Knowing that I never meant anything to you hasn’t fazed me yet.
85. I’m scared that once I meet you, you’ll see how ugly I am.
86. I don’t want to die alone.
87. I’m still afraid of the dark.
88. I hug my pillow at night wishing it were you.
89. I’m scared to death of getting raped, although I know no one would want to touch me.
90. I changed who I am just to fit in.
91. I wasn't masturbating in your bed, only he was on the other end.
02. I'll never stop loving him.
03. There are certain people I can't be myself around.
04. I'm scared to death of being judged.
05. I know most of you secretly hate me. Please just tell me.
06. One person changed my life forever, but he also crushed me.
07. I'm constantly feeling empty.
08. Most people get on my nerves.
09. I'm desperate to be loved.
10. All my life people have told me I'm not special, and I know it's true.
11. You can do better than me.
12. I hooked up with 10 people while I was drunk.
13. I say I'm Christian, but I don't know if I believe in God anymore.
14. I hate myself.
15. I need to move on.
16. People come to me with their problems, but I have no one to go to with mine.
17. I act like I give a fuck about you, but really I only care about myself.
18. I broke up with a boyfriend because he told me he loved me, and then dated another guy who treated me like shit.
19. I wish people could understand who I am.
20 I don't like the person I've become.
21. I'll change myself just to be good enough for you.
22. I envy the will power of anorexics.
23. I'm disgusting.
24. Everyone should have just given up on me already.
25. Sometimes I pretend I'm lying with you at night.
26. I'm scared to death of being fake.
27. I don’t want to grow up.
28. I lie about my age.
29. I still do simple math on my hands.
30. One time, I almost OD'd on weight loss pills.
31. I wish I were still innocent.
32. I don't know when things got to be so complicated.
33. I wish this were just a dream.
34. I hate my body.
35. You ended it before we even really got started.
36. I fell for him, but he never fell for me.
37. I'm a sucker for smooth talkers.
38. I hardly fall in love, but when I do, I fall hard.
39. Honestly, I could easily replace you.
40. I have trust issues.
41. I’m fighting for control, that I’ll break on a whim, because I’m only human.
42. I use people to make myself feel better.
43. I’ll never find my true happiness.
44. Family is notorious shit.
45. To me, everyone is expendable.
46. I don’t think your love is true.
47. We use each other to make ourselves feel good.
48. I’ve become exactly what I’ve never wanted to be.
49. Sometimes I don’t know who I really anymore.
50. Please, lets just stop pretending to care.
51. We have emotions attached to each other; we’re just a one-night stand that keeps coming back.
52. Give me a chance to prove myself to you.
53. I lie to keep myself out of trouble.
54. I cheated my way through my entire eighth grade year.
55. I told you I liked you, but you said you didn’t want to date anyone. I waited, and then you dated someone else and not me. That hurt. I want to know why you did that to me.
56. I’m terrified of not being real.
57. Naked men gross me out.
58. You don’t need someone like me around.
59. I told you I liked you just to make you feel good, I was never that into you. But now that you’re gone, it kills me to see that you’ve moved on. I still really love you. 60. I need you so much.
61. You’re one of the most beautiful things I’ve ever laid my eyes on, but we can never be together because you don’t want me.
62. People say I’m sweet, the truth is they don’t know the real me.
63. I lead people on because I want love so bad, but I am too self-conscious to commit.
64. I still don’t feel any different after hooking up with you.
65. I’m known as the outgoing carefree one, but I don’t act this way because I’m happy. I do it to make others happy.
66. I try so hard to please you.
67. I love you so much, but don’t know how to tell you. When you told me you loved me, it scared me and I didn’t understand it. Now that I do, I wish I had known it sooner so I could say it back.
68. I wasn’t cheating on you, but since you accused me… I did.
69. People think I’m open, but the truth is, I hide things
70. I masturbate to feel good. I hook up with people to feel wanted. The only reason I whore myself out is to feel some sense of affection and I hate myself for that.
71. I cried when you said you didn’t want me.
72. I used to have phonesex with a boy I only met once every night before I went to bed for almost a month straight.
73. We were talking about oral sex really loudly at the park, just because we didn’t care what people thought.
74. I only stayed with you as long as I did because I was afraid no one else would want me.
75. I know I should move on, but I’m afraid to fall in love with anyone else.
76. You’re fake.
77. I considered fucking you to make you want me back, but I realized that’s too tacky and you wouldn’t want me anyway.
78. I heard you weren’t really interested in me to begin with, but I can’t bring myself to believe it.
79. The fact that you ended it hasn’t really sunk it yet.
80. You made me feel like I could do anything I’ve ever dreamed.
81. I put myself in bad situations, only because I hope you’d come to my rescue.
82. I want to hurt you as badly as you hurt me, but I know I’d want to fix you if you were broken.
83. I’m damaged goods.
84. Knowing that I never meant anything to you hasn’t fazed me yet.
85. I’m scared that once I meet you, you’ll see how ugly I am.
86. I don’t want to die alone.
87. I’m still afraid of the dark.
88. I hug my pillow at night wishing it were you.
89. I’m scared to death of getting raped, although I know no one would want to touch me.
90. I changed who I am just to fit in.
91. I wasn't masturbating in your bed, only he was on the other end.
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